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  Santa’s on His Way

  LISA JACKSON

  MAISEY YATES

  STACY FINZ

  NICOLE HELM

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  What the Baby Wants for Christmas © copyright 2018 by Maisey Yates

  Snowed In © copyright 2018 by Stacy Finz

  A Cowboy Wedding for Christmas © copyright 2018 by Nicole Helm

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  eISBN-13: 978-1-4201-4590-8

  eISBN-10: 1-4201-4590-8

  Kensington Electronic Edition: October 2018

  ISBN: 978-1-4201-4809-1

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  Table of Contents

  Also by

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  WHAT THE COWBOY WANTS FOR CHRISTMAS - MAISEY YATES

  CHAPTER 1

  CHAPTER 2

  CHAPTER 3

  CHAPTER 4

  CHAPTER 5

  CHAPTER 6

  CHAPTER 7

  CHAPTER 8

  CHAPTER 9

  CHAPTER 10

  CHAPTER 11

  EPILOGUE

  SNOWED IN - STACY FINZ

  CHAPTER 1

  CHAPTER 2

  CHAPTER 3

  CHAPTER 4

  CHAPTER 5

  CHAPTER 6

  CHAPTER 7

  CHAPTER 8

  CHAPTER 9

  CHAPTER 10

  CHAPTER 11

  EPILOGUE

  A COWBOY WEDDING FOR CHRISTMAS - NICOLE HELM

  CHAPTER 1

  CHAPTER 2

  CHAPTER 3

  CHAPTER 4

  CHAPTER 5

  CHAPTER 6

  CHAPTER 7

  CHAPTER 8

  CHAPTER 9

  EPILOGUE

  Teaser chapter

  WHAT THE COWBOY WANTS FOR CHRISTMAS

  MAISEY YATES

  CHAPTER 1

  There was something borderline sadistic about Christmas music playing in comforting, melodic strains when your eyes were still burning from your daylong crying jag, and your whole body was nearly numb from the ten hour cross-country trip that had included five hours on one plane, a mind-numbing wait in the small terminal in Salt Lake City, and a short, but bumpy, flight in a prop plane that felt more like a toy than an actual vehicle.

  She needed the cheer to stop. She turned the car radio off and focused on the sounds of her tires moving over the snow-covered gravel road, weariness overtaking her completely.

  Meg O’Neill felt like a boomerang.

  She had flung herself across the country yesterday, only to be sent right back. Okay, so she was the one who had flung herself back. All the while calling herself every evil name she knew.

  What kind of idiot was she? What kind of idiot was she to think that surprising Charlie in New York for Christmas was a good idea? What kind of idiot was she to take him seriously when he said it was for real this time?

  Over and over again she did this. Over and over again she trusted him.

  By now, she should be well aware that Charlie said things and then those things fell through. He was always ready for more, and then something happened.

  In this case, the something seemed to be that he had tripped and fallen directly between some woman’s thighs. That was most certainly an impediment to the much alluded to marriage proposal that Meg was beginning to realize was never going to come.

  Unlike Charlie’s bedmate. Who seemed to have the coming under control.

  Do you still want to marry him?

  She wiped a tear off her cheek and sniffed loudly as she pulled her car into her best friend’s driveway. It was snowing fiercely outside, the weather in the mountains above Bend, Oregon, looking good for anyone with plans to ski Mount Bachelor over the holiday but looking pretty crappy for anyone who actually had to try to get around.

  She tightened her hold on the steering wheel and took a deep, shaking breath. Did she still want Charlie to propose to her? Their relationship was complicated, and it had never been traditional in any sense.

  But she had loved Charlie for thirteen years. Since she was a teenager. She had always seen . . . Had always seen a future with him. And he had always acted like there would be one. Once he got to a certain place. Once he had built his life up to where he wanted it to be. Security, that was what he had said.

  And with any other guy, mayb
e Meg would have thought it was an excuse. But she knew Charlie. She knew his background, and why this kind of thing was difficult for him. It was just one of the many reasons she had accepted their strange arrangement.

  But over the years it had come with its fair share of heartache. And this was the worst.

  She could only hope that Noah was home. And honest to God, if she walked in and Noah was with someone, too, she was going to have a meltdown.

  She sighed heavily and turned the engine off, listening to it continue to pop and hiss in the cold weather for a moment. Then she took a deep breath and got out of the car, shuffling through the dry snow on the ground, the powdery flakes sluicing over her boots.

  She made sure to walk noisily up the front steps, just as a warning. Just in case. She really couldn’t take surprising somebody else in a compromising situation this weekend

  She lifted her hand and knocked, then stood there, bouncing up and down, freezing while she waited. Her cheeks were cold, because they were wet. Because she was still crying. Off and on. The flight from New York to the West Coast was long enough, but she’d had a layover and then she’d had to drive from the airport to Noah’s place up out of Bend.

  It wasn’t like she had cried the whole time. Just off and on with alarming frequency, occasionally making the people next to her deeply uncomfortable.

  She heard heavy footsteps and nearly sagged with relief. He was here. He was here, and he was going to make everything better, because that was what Noah Carter always did.

  The door jerked open, and she was greeted by Noah, looking . . . Well, different somehow, mostly because he looked grumpy. He was sporting a fuller beard than she was used to seeing on him, but it had been a couple of weeks since she had seen him last, and his dark brows were locked together in an expression of irritation.

  Something tightened, low and deep inside of her, a strange restlessness that had been intensifying around Noah lately. She didn’t like it. So she did what she’d been doing for months now. She ignored it. There was no room inside of her for any more feelings right now.

  It only took a moment for Noah’s cranky expression to shift, his brown eyes to soften, fill with concern. “Meg? I thought you were going to be in New York for Christmas.”

  “Well,” she said, sniffing loudly. “Surprise. To me, too.”

  “Are you okay?” he asked.

  Her lip wobbled. “Yes.”

  “You’re not. Come inside.”

  She complied, walking into Noah’s small, comforting living room. She loved his old ranch house. She was so proud of him, of what he had built for himself here. This little place to call his own. She was proud of all of them, really.

  She, Noah, and Charlie had been in foster care together when they were teenagers, and at that point each of them had been through so much crap it was amazing they were still standing, much less functional.

  But that home—their last home—had been one that was full of support, and they had gotten the exact right kind of guidance to get a good start on adulthood. And once they had aged out of the system, they still had each other.

  Charlie had gone on to make a successful career for himself in finance, Meg had her brewery in downtown Bend, and Noah had the ranch. Which, objectively, she had to admit she liked better than the insane bustle of the city. But Charlie had made it sound like he was ready to come back. Charlie had made it sound like he was finally ready to get married.

  You know it’s you, he had said to her, so long ago, but more than once since. It always has been. And it always will be. The time just has to be right.

  She was really sick of waiting for the time to be right. She was starting to suspect that it never would be.

  She plopped down on Noah’s couch, sinking into the brown leather cushions, pulling a red pillow into her lap. “I was going to New York to surprise Charlie.”

  Noah suddenly looked pained, and it made her wonder what he thought about her. About this. Suddenly, she was starting to look at the situation with a strange kind of detached clarity.

  She looked up. “Noah, am I pathetic?”

  Noah shook his head. “No.”

  “I’m serious.” She flung the pillow to the side, slamming it down onto the couch. “Am I pathetic? Do you think I am? Does he think I am?”

  “Meg,” Noah said, keeping his tone as measured as possible. “Charlie does whatever Charlie wants to do. No one has ever been able to tell him anything else. You know that. Charlie also says a lot of things.”

  “Apparently, he wants to do other women.” She frowned. “But that’s how it’s always been.”

  Charlie had been the only one for Meg since she was fifteen years old. And while she’d never thought he’d lived like a monk, she had believed he’d had . . . well, that his feelings were all for her. Now she wondered.

  “Meg,” Noah said, sounding placating, and it made her want to punch him in the stomach.

  “I’m not stupid,” she said, shaking her head. “I started my own business. My own really successful business. And I’m not gullible. I’ve been consistently let down by the people in my life from childhood, so I kind of expect it. But I trusted him. And he told me . . .”

  Noah knew almost everything about her. He was her best friend. But they had never really talked about this. If only because the stuff between her and Charlie always seemed to rub him the wrong way. And maybe she had never told anybody about this aspect of her relationship with Charlie because part of her had always suspected that they might give her the dose of reality she was desperate to avoid.

  “He told me he was going to marry me,” she said, the word sounding hollow and so ridiculous in Noah’s warm living room. “And he made it really clear that . . . that he really wanted it to be soon. We’ve been talking a lot lately. He said he was going to come back here. In the next year. And that when he did he would be ready to settle down. And I’m so . . . I thought that meant a certain thing. And now . . . I don’t even think he meant it. Or maybe he did. Maybe part of him meant it. But I don’t think he’s ever going to do it. If I had my way, I would have married Charlie eight years ago. Well, I probably would have married him thirteen years ago—let’s be real. But fifteen-year-olds can’t get married here.” She tried to force a laugh. “But he’s just been . . . He’s been putting me on hold, and I’ve been letting him, haven’t I?”

  “That son of a bitch.”

  Her eyes widened. She had never seen Noah look as furious as he did now, and certainly not when referencing Charlie, who as far as Meg knew was like a brother to Noah.

  “Well,” she said slowly.

  “Don’t defend him, Meg. His Peter Pan ass doesn’t want to grow up, and that’s not your problem.”

  But she did want to defend him. In spite of everything that had happened in the past twenty-four hours, part of her still reflexively wanted to defend Charlie. And what was that? She supposed it was down to more than a decade of loving him, and less than a day of wanting to throw him through a window.

  She was just more practiced at the former than the latter.

  “He’s had it hard,” she said, knowing she sounded defensive.

  “And you haven’t? Why should he get to run around doing whatever he wants while you stand on vigilant watch like some heroine in a Greek tragedy?”

  “That’s love,” she said, feeling defensive.

  “No, that’s bullshit.”

  “I’m going to go,” she said, standing up, her chest feeling so achy that she thought it might cave in.

  “The weather is crazy out there. You probably shouldn’t try to drive back down.”

  “I just . . . I thought I needed to talk to you, but you’re not telling me—”

  “What you want to hear? Well, that should be a good thing, Meg, considering that I think Charlie has spent a long time telling you what you want to hear whether or not it’s true.”

  Those words burned.

  Meg stood up, flinging aside the throw pillow, even thoug
h it already was to the side, but she felt the need to make some kind of dramatic gesture and started toward the door.

  “Meg,” Noah said, his voice hard. But she ignored him, and she went back out into the blizzard.

  CHAPTER 2

  Noah wanted to fly to New York and kill Charlie himself. It didn’t matter that the man was like a brother to him, or maybe that was why he wanted to kill him, actually. Noah expected better from him. And he damn well expected better for Meg.

  Well, that was the real issue. If he was honest.

  He couldn’t be neutral on the subject of Megan and Charlie, no matter how hard he tried to be. It had been clear early on that Meg only had eyes for Charlie and it didn’t mean anything that she had tied Noah up in knots since he was seventeen. It wasn’t how the dice had fallen, and he wasn’t one to beat his head against a brick wall.

  More than that, Meg was too important to him to go messing it up. And so, over the years as he had watched her make herself sick over Charlie, he hadn’t done a thing. Even while he had wanted her. Every time she smiled. Every time he caught that light feminine scent of hers—the peony-scented soap she used mixed with something that was just her—his whole body tightened.

  But he was practiced at pretending it wasn’t happening. He did not stand around waiting. Because he could never put that on her. Could never put it on their friendship. It didn’t matter that he wanted Meg; he had known all this time that it could never be.

  But seeing her like that . . .

  Well, it made him want to either punch Charlie or kiss Meg.

  But then he always wanted to kiss Meg. He had ever since he had first met her, back when he had been an angry seventeen-year-old boy and had known exactly what the feelings coursing through his body were when he looked at the sweet, beautiful girl who had been brought to live with his foster family.